I loved her with all I had to give. play at : pretend to be, give the appearance of, assume/affect the role of, pass oneself off as, masquerade as, profess to be, pose as, impersonate, make out, fake, feign, simulate, affect, go through the motions of; N. Amer. informal make like. When You Call It Quits .. I was forcibly told to ‘just get out’ by the person I thought was the ‘The Soulmate of My Life’. Days after, I packed up the majority of my stuff and left a relationship I tried so desperately to make work. What I didn’t count on was one of my hard drives was also previously used as Pam’s backup Time Machine hard drive. So just a few short months after we were married, Pamela Allen (or Pam Papier, Pamela Williams, Pamela Lakey, Pam Cooney or whoever is next on the list) has continued a conversation with Jeff Brown who is suppose to be a spiritual guru. When I say ‘spiritual’, I mean chatting with Pamela going to Canada to have her ‘vaginal juices licked out’ by him, for days. T